I should’ve run……but i stayed

Mood Song: Duality

February 17th, 2008

It’s 4 AM now, and I’m staying late for no reason. Chatting with Zul. Not Zul Kapan but Zul Kancil… I’ve got a mixed feeling in me and I don’t know what it is.. But when I heard this song, the feeling just gone. It’s Duality by Slipknot. ( I am not one of the maggots)

Slipknot:Duality

 

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me…

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves…

I wander out where you can’t see…

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed…

 

Goodbye!

 

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time

Everything is 3D blasphemy

My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up

This is not the way I pictured me

I CAN’T CONTROL MY SHAKES!

How the hell did I get here?

Something about this, so very wrong…

I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn’t like this

Is it a dream or a memory?

 

GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON’T NEED THIS!

 

Why I didn’t I see this?

I’m a victim - Manchurian Candidate

I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST

Makin’ my mind up and takin’ your breath away

 

GOODBYE!

 

You haven’t learned a thing

I haven’t changed a thing

My flesh was in my bones

The pain was always free

 

I’ve felt the hate rise up in me…

Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves…

I wander out where you can’t see…

Inside my shell, I wait and bleed…

 

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!